Chapter One
“Devorah! Devorah!
It is time.”
The young woman
turned from contemplating the blossoming olive trees to face the climber intruding
upon her sacred space. So soon, she
thought. I would spend more time with You, Abba.
Dry wind lifted Devorah’s flowing black hair,
spilling it across her forehead and into her large green eyes. Arising from the
soft grassy place on the rock strewn hill, Devorah adjusted the robes billowing
around her. Lappodoth, the man violating her sanctuary, had only a few cubits before
reaching her. She sighed, warmth
suffusing her chest, heart still aching with devotion.
I am always with you, daughter.
She nodded, and
whispered, “I know. I am deeply
grateful! I rely on you so….” This
place nourished and nurtured her; gave her strength. It wasn’t the grassy knoll on the rock-strewn
hill per se, it was the hill within her: a place of deep peace she
carried everywhere she went. And, if she
chose - remembered she could choose - she was able to experience it
anytime, anywhere. Here on the hill,
with the crystal blue sky and windswept, puffy white clouds, choice was
unnecessary as she simply experienced that exhilarating contradictory sensation
of empty fullness.
Not vacant
unconsciousness, oh, no, but a fully-aware alertness, sensitive to the
potential in each moment. In this place,
she was without identity, not Devorah, not a woman, nor lover, nor Sar – a
Judge over Israel ,
but just a being: a pure, effortless being and energy incarnate. It was the place God dwelled; was God. In this place, when she thought, felt and
acted from this place, all was well.
Outside it, life was more difficult. “Thank You, thank You, thank You!’
she whispered. Gratitude was cause, not
effect.
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