Which 'God'?

The power we call ‘God’ can give us only what we can believe in and accept. If I believe in a benign and loving ‘God’, and also a rule-bound, demanding and punishing ‘God’ then my ‘God’ experiences swing wildly between inspiration, unconditional love, peace, creativity and joy, and fear, guilt, anxiety, blame, judgment, and sin (original & otherwise). Only one of these is the real ‘God’. Deep, deep down, which do you accept and believe in most?
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