“I try to suspend judgment entirely. It doesn’t work, not
only because it’s based on the past, which is over, if I’ll let it be, but also
because it’s based on my limited perceptions, on self reliance instead of Self
reliance,” Devorah said to Yael. “But I fear letting go entirely and resist
doing it because I believe without myself, all would be chaos. But I’ve found
this isn’t true and without the ego all would be love.
“Judgment seeks to separate out certain aspects of total
reality and look to them to meet my imagined needs. So another reason judgment
doesn’t work is separation, rejecting mySelf and the at-one-ment, is the source
of guilt. To appeal to judgment and separation for direction and support is to
believe I am alone and to be alone, to experience myself as alone is to reject
mySelf and deny the Oneness I am a part of and to attack reality. Is it any
wonder we feel a vague sense of unease and guilt when we judge?
“I’ve found that I can’t love parts of reality and
understand what love means. Spirit loves all equally and knows no special love.
After all, the rain falls on the just and the unjust alike. To believe that
special love in a special relationship offers me salvation is to reject
at-one-ment and feel guilty. And because of guilt, all special relationships
have elements of fear in them. That’s why they shift and change so frequently;
it’s because they are not based on changeless love alone.
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